It's easy to get selfish in friendship and take friends for granted. I know I have. Did you ever want to fix things?
Being on the side of walking away from a few people today, mostly because with what is going on with my sister I just can't give anymore I've been sucked dry I had to let go, but that doesn't mean things had to be over, things just had to change.
But if someone is to the point of quitting a relationship platonic or not with you, how do you change their mind?
I can only tell you what would work with me at this point in these relationships.
First, I'll share with you what happened and then what could have been different.
Me: Hey I want you to know I wish you the best, but I think it's best to cut contact. As my sister is in the ICU and you've shown a lack of concern for me, I think it's best if I invest my time and friendship elsewhere. Good luck in life I wish you well.
His response: So you blocked me? I didn't even know anything was going on with your sister. I haven't even been on fb to see your posts. I've been dealing with drama from my ex.
Me: I'm sorry you're dealing with drama but it isn't just this week and what is going on with my sister. Have a good life.
Him: Ok then
So let's say you get the first message from me and you know I'm someone who hangs on until you've snapped every last thread with me, how could you change the outcome of this scenario?
First, acknowledge the other person's pain: I'm so sorry I've hurt you so much you feel like this is what you need to do. Is there anything I can do to change your mind? How can I be a better friend to you?
This opens the door to a real conversation about what is wrong in the relationship. Instead of making excuses and being defensive you're showing real concern for your friend and the relationship.
If you make it about you when a person you care about is sucked dry... they really don't have much of a reason to hold onto the relationship with you, do they?
Here's the other scenario that happened, I decided to just block someone without a goodbye or a head's up.
This person has known for some time he hasn't been a good friend but hasn't worked on doing better. He has my number if he wants to text he can but truthfully I doubt he will notice I've cut ties for a few months.
So how do you approach a situation like this? First NOTICE!!!
If he were to text me, I'd want it to be sooner rather than later.
Ideally, the conversation would go something like this,
Him: Did you delete your facebook account?
Me: No, I just blocked you.
Him: Wow, I didn't realize I hurt you so much you felt you needed to do that. Can I make it up to you? Can we fix this?
The truth is until you ask point-blank what needs to be done you will never know.
I could have of course gone on a rant with both of these people on the myriad of reasons I chose to cut ties. I didn't because it didn't feel like I mattered enough to either of them for them to even care how they hurt me or for them to try and change their behaviors.
Also, no one wants to feel emotionally attacked or have their failures pointed out unless there is something more important at stake than their ego.
I've learned it doesn't work to just bring up what a person is doing wrong unless the person actually cares to know.
Change can only happen in relationships when we open ourselves to what we've done wrong. Admittedly maybe I was too hasty in walking away, maybe I could have tried harder but under the current stress I broke a little bit and had to protect my energy.
Nice writing.
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