Dear Ashley, We have a lot of work to do. Let's make this year amazing! First, though you need to stop ruminating and get some sleep! I know you have a certain relationship in your head you're obsessing on how to fix it while also questioning if you should just discard it and move on. You've done more than enough for now and you need to just let things lie. If the other person decides you're the kind of awesome necessary to have in life then that person will figure out what they need to do to measure up to what is required to be your friend. You are always so damn hard on yourself when it comes to relationships that you seldom ever seem to let yourself just enjoy the time you get with people you care about. I know Art's death is a large part of that and so you want to make certain you never again leave things badly with another, but hun lately you've been going to extremes and it isn't good for you. You are making your...
Do your best, take it day by day.