This makes me bonkers more than anything else a person can do. This leads to me ending relationships because I can't handle it. Of course, I have to admit I've done this too but only when the person was violent or threatening. In 2018 I cared about too many people who just didn't or couldn't show they cared back. It was so hard on my heart, it still is. Daily I ask myself why I'm still trying with these people. I know eventually, I have to end things for my own sanity but I keep hoping for a miracle. I keep wondering why they push me away, what I've done wrong... I keep wondering why I'm not enough. If it were just one person it wouldn't matter but it isn't. It's several. One of which... I made a huge sacrifice for but that person can never know about it because the fallout would be massive in his life. So I keep my silence. I keep trying... at least for now. Soon though I'll stop trying and block all contact. I...
Do your best, take it day by day.