Ashley Needles

I miss being someone's encourager. I miss cooking for someone after that someone had a long day. I miss being the anchor and rock that gets to listen and lift the weight off shoulders that were strained by it. I'm living my life and I'm happy. I just want to wish someone good luck and have a nice day and remind someone how great and wonderful they are. Those are the things burning inside me to get out and find a release. I want to hold someone and just be there when that person needs it. I want to watch another's favorite movie and see their smile as a favorite part is about to happen. I'm bad at so many things in relationships. Bad at putting on rose-colored glasses and believing that a relationship is the one that is going to last. Especially when that person is the one I want to be with for forever. It scares me too much to believe something truly wonderful will last. I over-analyze my partner...

I dream of being a best selling author, a screenwriter with a hit tv show, I dream of building businesses that supply great products from gluten-free foods to futuristic robot bodyguards. I don't know if I can do any of it. I don't know what's possible but I'll never know if I don't try. So I'm trying, getting better, making mistakes and learning along the way. Occasionally something happens though that makes me think it's not just possible but probable. One thing I do when I'm sick, bored or just need inspiration is watch TV and recently I've seen some terrible television. Writing so bad it makes me think not only can I make it but I can do better than what's already out there. The first time I felt this way was when I watched  "Gilmore Girls: "A Year in the Life,"" and realized my spec script was better than it by a million which isn't hard to do as compared to the original show this follow up was terrible and no...